Even if saving you sends me to heaven

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phoEeveU0-c&feature=related

A walk to remember

A confession, I haven't seen this movie yet. Watching this 4-minute-48-second clip made my mind wander through so many places. I felt that I have been staring at the monitor for 10 minutes, and I have to click on "replay" so many times to relive that piercing feeling. It is not everyday you feel a wonderful aching feeling that make you wish to have that somebody, that somebody that would make life beautiful. So beautiful, you won't regret to die, knowing you had everything life has to offer.

Lucky is someone with someone willing to lose so much. When everything he has to give up is nothing compared to a second, a minute, a fraction of your lifetime. Rare is someone who would change so much because he has fallen so helplessly in love with a clueless outcast.

It never fails to amaze people to witness a popular hot guy sincerely love a girl you would barely notice on the hallway. When even a glance from him would seem to be impossible. When he is like a star, loved by everyone, looked up to by everyone , you could only see him from afar, admitting you belong to different worlds. When all of the time he is freakingly so handsome, being beside him makes you feel like a dust. When only a miracle could bring the both of you together. And that miracle would include him breaking someone's face because that someone made fun of you. That miracle include him embracing your father because he's so hurt by a misunderstanding between the two of you. That miracle include him accepting who you are, what you are, and all you'll ever be. That miracle include him being the best that he can be...because of you. When those miracles make it so difficult for you to admit that you have fallen in love but you have to walk away, or you feel you have to walk away because he is a star, he is dream and you are...you are just you.

I honestly find it so sweet, nearly heartbreaking to know someone will go out of the way to fulfill wishes you seriously believe won't come true.

If only there a real Landons, or if only there are more Landons in this world, there are would be less miserable girls out there. And there would be more love in this world.